to you my love :

a sweet fragrance came from far away
carrying a scent of you , just like snowy days
a deja vu of northern lights and snow flakes
a mix of cherries , chocolate and milkshakes
unearthly , unworldly that's what you are
a cluster of stars sparkling in the sky
I dream of a day , hopefully not far
when I call you home and you say you are mine .

Happiness is

and then I lived happily forever after .

25 movies that will make you happy :

50 first dates

the wedding singer

little miss sunshine

the breakfast club

under the Tuscsan sun

the mask

yes man

forrest gump

the terminal

he is just not that into you

the hangover

julie and julia

amelie

I love you , man

four weddings and a funeral

some like it hot

planes , trains , and automobiles

tootsie

when harry met sally

500 days of summer

my big fat greek wedding

the out of towners

analyse this

the royal tenenbaums

 the darjeeling limited

simple wishes

I want to watch 50 first dates while eating  chips and ice cream and drinking cokacola or I could have a movie party , invite some people and order pizza .

I want to spend a whole day out till after midnight .

I want to get a box of chocolate , not any chocolate . I want maltesers , mars , twix , M&M's and cadbury .

 I want to see fire works a lot of them .

I want to get a box of scented candles . and of course I want world peace .

an idealist speaking her mind

everything is tasteless , nothing drives you , all pictures are the same colour , all songs say the same words , you feel empty , you don't know who you are anymore , you wish you can go back in time to meet the old version of you and ask it what happened ? what could have possibly happened to make you no longer able to recognize your own reflection in the mirror ?
 Was life that cruel ? is reality that hard to handle? are you sad because you changed ? do you hate your life for changing you or do you hate people who compelled you to become a different person just to be able to live among them ? since when you know hatred ? you never hated anything before .
you wish you can get back o the old you , you wish and I wish too .

a little pessimistic idea :

while I am watching moulin rouge , the only thing I could think of is this is not real . this would never happen in real life . you would never find such love . you will never feel such a passion in a relationship , the problem could be you and if it is not you then it would be the other person because you will never find someone who is willing to give without taking who would love you unconditionally . simply because your parents and your dog  are the only people who will love you unconditionally even your cat won't love unconditionally .