who am I ?

I'm my fiery resentment
I'm my forced silence
I'm my complete lack of surprise
I'm my sense of fantasy
I'm my perception of reality
I'm my vivid dreams
I'm my perfectionism
I'm my feeling of disappointment
I'm my random thoughts
I'm my screams of pain
I'm my lonely quill
I'm my mysterious eyes
I'm my sad look
I'm my need for help
I'm my resistance to authority
I'm my cold blood
I'm my hidden emotions
I'm my captured hatred
I'm my wooden mask
I'm my weak hopes
I'm my lost wishes
I'm my long search
I'm my missing answers
I'm my wrong questions
I'm my only friend