Monday, February 22, 2010

DéJà VU



what a great movie , I loved it , I enjoyed it a lot . the idea of time travel was really great , the movie pushes you to think and try to understand what is going on , it's like it forces you to focus and pay complete attention to put the pieces of the picture together and use your mind trying to guess what would happen next, if they could change the past or not . the last part of the movie reminds me with harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban movie when harry moves back in time and actually change the past . in the end of the movie , you will understand how the movie got its name when denzel meets paula and he doesn't recognize her when she knows him and he feels while talking to her that he is having a DEJA VU . I searched the internet on time travel and understood some parts related to it like if you want to go to the past you have to travel faster than the speed of light or you can use black holes , another thing I found was the theory of parallel universes, or alternative histories , I guess this is what the movie is based on , I'm not sure . anyway to understand this theory Let's say that you do travel back to meet your grandfather when he was a boy. In the theory of parallel universes, you may have traveled to another universe, one that is similar to ours, but has a different succession of events. For instance, if you were to travel back in time and kill one of your ancestors, you've only killed that person in one universe, which is no longer the universe that you exist in. And if you then try to travel back to your own time, you may end up in another parallel universe and never be able to get back to the universe you started in.
The idea here is that every action causes the creation of a new universe, and that there are an infinite number of universes that exist. When you killed your ancestor, you created a new universe, a universe that was identical to your own up until the time you changed the original succession of events. or maybe like Erika alexanderin the movie said , time is like a straight line in space along which events happen and if you changed one of these events by some how on a certain point , starting from that point the time line will give another branch with new successive events different from the original ones based on the change you have made . the whole thing is confusing and for me ,I don't believe we can change the past , what happened , happened you can't do any thing about it .

Saturday, February 20, 2010

I know you

This is my second poem :
I feel your pain , even if you don't let me to
I read your mind and what you try to hide from you
I see your eyes and all the words you wanna say
moving on your lips but quickly fading away
you can't hide from me , you and I is a destiny
you are mine and I am yours
this is how it is gonna be , forever of course
why all the insecurity you feel ?
I am on your side , I am right here
I'm not leaving you , I swear
I will always be with you , even if you don't care
take my hands , look into my eyes
I'm telling you the truth , there is no lies
you loves me and you knows
so stop lying to yourself and make the choice

INFP pictures

some INFP pictures I collected http://s807.photobucket.com/albums/yy358/manar_03/?albumview=slideshow

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Today's tomorrow's memory

Have you ever thought of that before, that some day you will be remembered no more ? just like you forgot about other people before
It isn't a nice thing to think about it . what if you forgot important memories you want to keep ? well you know what to do , enjoy every memory as much as you can because you may forget it later and that would be the way to keep it . HAVE A NICE DAY

My first poem , Walking through the night :

walking through the night
trying to reach the light
while I walk my path
there are thousand things to pass
I walk the path alone
away from my comfort zone
my fears around surrounding me
trying to reach my identity
run , hide , escape if you can
i am just right here where you stand
my soul screams leave me alone
I am away too far from my comfort zone
away from you , i shall never go
within you the power that makes me go through
I walk & walk with a whisper in my ears
the wind tells me to ignore my fears
demons and angels I see in the sky
good versus evil , a story of life time
walking on a road upon its sides
closed doors and no one in sight
broken bones screaming in pain
asking for relief but in vain
I scream and say , what can I do ?
a graveyard they say shall do
a graveyard I built for all the broken bones
now they are relieved and so is my thoughts
to continue the road , it won't be hard
the distant rays of light shall be my guide
the rays of light clearly I can see
calling me to come for that ecstasy
now the road has come to an end
the end of my journey , the end I deserve

Friday, February 12, 2010

personality profiles according to eye colours

1. BLUE EYES - Blue eyes are the most attractive and the most popular eye color. eyes are a recessive gene so natural baby blues are becoming rare. Since blue eyes are lighter than other eye colors, they attract more attention. People with blue eyes are pretty, adorable and sensitive. Blue eyes do all they can to make other people happy. People with blue eyes are kind, polite and happy company. People with blue eyes can remain calm under the most stressful circumstances.

- Light Blue Eyes: Peaceful with low physical endurance.

- Deep Blue Eyes: spiritual, intense computer loverz.

2. HAZEL EYES: Hazel eyes are a mixture of brown and green. These people go with the flow and can adapt to any situation. Hazel eyes say that you are spontaneous, fun loving, and sociable. If there is more brown your hazel eyes are, the more accessible you seem to others. The greener they are, the more mischievous you will seem. Haze eyes are a real treat because they tend to change color depending on your mood. People look at hazel eyes and think of unpredictability and amusing.

3. GREEN EYES: Green eyes are very rare and instantly hypnotize anyone who gazes into them. People with green eyes project freedom and mystery. Green eyes are definitely the sexiest of all eye colors. People with gray eyes are strong in nature and leaders. They are able to see both sides of an argument and settle disputes. Directness is their strong suit. Affectionate with people they are close, but keep their distance with new acquaintences until they have proven themselves trustworthy.

4. BROWN/BLACK EYES: People with brown and/or black eyes are thought of aseye color trustworthy and responsible. People seem to seek advice from people with brown eyes. People with brown eyes love to please. They are great lovers and they know how to make their partners feel special. Brown eyed people are practical, sensible and cautious too in nature.

5. Grey Eyes: People with gray eyes are strong in nature and leaders.They put the most passion into their relationships. People with gray eyes are creative and imaginative. They take romance very seriously and long for permanent love.
source http://www.egodevelopment.com/choose-your-eye-color-personality/

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

the list

you know that feeling when you are so deppresed , you have very low self esteem , no self confidence ? you start to wonder about your part in life and what you should be doing , you start to think about the successful people you know and how miserable your life is . to get out of this mode you need to remind your self how great you are , how many things you have that makes you special so just grab a piece of paper and a pen and start to write the things you think you are good at , the things you love about your self , things people told you they like it about you . make a list of all these things , wether it was your nice hair or your smile or how funny you are , your ability to do something , any thing that gives you a closer positive look to your self . when ever you feel sad or going through a low self esteem phase , just look at the list you made , I 'm sure it will makes you feel better .

what IF ?

captured by the most terrible two words ,What If ?
that was a line from the movie the time machine . it got stuck in my head since I first heard it , I thought about that question a lot and what could be the possible answers , it's countless , the possibilities concerning a certain issue , it is what makes us move on , go forward , give us motivation . on the other side , it's the source of our fears , it prevent us from making actions or take important decisions , it hold us back . wether it moves you on or holds you back , it's up to you , it's your decision you can take risks and go for what you believe will make things a lot better or you can do nothing and stay on the safe side and thats depend on the situation you are handling , you weigh the good possibilities and the worst scenario that could happen and according to this you decide . the bottom of line you always should look at the bigger picture , enlarge the zone of your thinking , this is how you solve your problems easily and avoid further troubles .