Embarrassed

Let's just say that today was one of those days when I really really really wanted to shoot myself with a Mac10 , burn my body and blow the ashes in the air .

Stop judging people . Give them a break .

Do you even know me ?
I really don't think so .
You pass your judgement ,
like Mr I know it all .

Did you give me time ?
Did you let me expose myself ?
How do you even know
that I'm showing my true self ?

Do I care for your opinion ?
I really don't think so .
your opinion is yours
it has nothing to do with me
at all .

the list

you know that feeling when you are so deppresed , you have very low self esteem , no self confidence ? you start to wonder about your part in life and what you should be doing , you start to think about the successful people you know and how miserable your life is . to get out of this mode you need to remind your self how great you are , how many things you have that makes you special so just grab a piece of paper and a pen and start to write the things you think you are good at , the things you love about your self , things people told you they like it about you . make a list of all these things , wether it was your nice hair or your smile or how funny you are , your ability to do something , any thing that gives you a closer positive look to your self . when ever you feel sad or going through a low self esteem phase , just look at the list you made , I 'm sure it will makes you feel better .