Revolutionary road

Remember when you were young and you were so passionate about life and you had so many dreams to chase then you grew older , you got married and now you have kids . you miss your passion , you feel like you have not lived the life you wanted, all your dreams are gone. you crave this path that will take you to new opportunity and when you can't find this path , it becomes clear to you that maybe you aren't special , maybe you are just like everyone else . and now you can do one of two things, accept your life as it is or end it.

It's finally over

I'm just talking nonsense

I know how stubid this may sounds but sometimes I wish if i had a really big problem in my life so I can be sad for a real good reason , instead of just being depressed and disappointed for no reason at all. I'm waitting for that great good thing to happen ,that would turn my life upside down and makes me wanna wake up in the morning every day and draws a smile on my face.
I was watching a movie in which a man was asked are you happy ? the man just said "I'm happy enough. I don't give much , I don't expect much , I don't get much, I'm happy with what I get, I'm happy enough ." this answer reminded me with something shakespear once said

Expectations are the source of all heart aches.

Maybe we just have to learn not to expect much then we will just be happy with what we get, maybe .

love story

Chambers of my imagination
are full of pictures of you and me
of what could have been between us
if you weren't what you turned to be
sweet lies you told me
faked dreams you made me see
all are engraved in my heart
hidden under an oak tree
memories about you
sometimes come back to me
but the heart that loved you is dead
a poisonous potion set me free
I've a new heart now
growing
like a flourishing tree .