to you my love :

a sweet fragrance came from far away
carrying a scent of you , just like snowy days
a deja vu of northern lights and snow flakes
a mix of cherries , chocolate and milkshakes
unearthly , unworldly that's what you are
a cluster of stars sparkling in the sky
I dream of a day , hopefully not far
when I call you home and you say you are mine .

a little pessimistic idea :

while I am watching moulin rouge , the only thing I could think of is this is not real . this would never happen in real life . you would never find such love . you will never feel such a passion in a relationship , the problem could be you and if it is not you then it would be the other person because you will never find someone who is willing to give without taking who would love you unconditionally . simply because your parents and your dog  are the only people who will love you unconditionally even your cat won't love unconditionally .

mini mini poem

hours are too long
you are so far away
my heart misses you
love stinks any way

I love ...........

Quiet mornings
Noon naps
The smell of rain
Midnight snacks
My warm blanket in winter
Muffins
Poetry and Movies
Waking up to find out I can sleep more
Starry nights
Procrastination
The cold side of the pillow
Teddy bears
Cotton candy
the fifties music
Long walks by myself
Daydreaming
Sweet surprises
Perfumes and candles

denial painted

Eyes and tears painted red
a letter in a hand
unread
Doubts and pain painted black
Fear too painted blue
a message unread in a wooden box
left there to become dust
a thousand wishes were wished to be true
not everything you want
comes to you .

an unsent letter to you my love :

dear love
dearest love
my love :
                   Do you know how much I love you, how many times aday I think of you ?
every time I talk , walk , work or eat . you are always there . you are the first thought think of when I wake and the last thought in my head when I sleep , even my dreams , you occupied them all .
Do you know how much I miss you  , how much I long for you ?
I wish if I could lock you in my heart. call me possessive , I don't care .
I want you to be mine forever , we can't be separated, you are a part of me now. I can't live without you , maybe I can but what kind of life would that be ? I know I would become numb with nothing to feel , I would never be happy , I would never be the same . my heart would be deeply wounded and even if it healed , it would leave a scar . a scar that time can't erase , a scar engraved on my soul .
I pray we always remain together , till death do us apart .
                                                                                            

                                                                                            yours, the always faithful .
                                                                                                                                      

If I could go back in time

Regret is something new to me . I can't remember that I've ever regretted doing anything before, even if it had bad consequences , I took responsibility for it . the damage was only to me and no one got hurt , but now I know regret and it's awful especially when it concerns someone and not just anyone  , someone you love , someone you never wanted to hurt . maybe regret is new to me because love is new to me .

He said , She said

Mr Rochester :

Sometimes I have the strangest feeling about you. Especially when you are near me as you are now. It feels as though I had a string tied here under my left rib where my heart is, tightly knotted to you in a similar fashion. And when you go away, with all that distance between us, I am afraid that this cord will be snapped, and I shall bleed inwardly.

Jane :

Drop dead , eat your heart out .

He said , she said

He said :

I love you

She said :

you should be , I'm loveable

Love means .....

Love is finding a piece of yourself that you didn't even know it was missing .
Love makes you complete without it , you are just a half and when you find out how it is to be a whole , no way you could get back to be a half again .
Love gets you speedy heart beats and butterflies in your stomach .
Love is finding someone to drees up for in the morning .
Love makes you sing all day and never notice that you are continously smilling .
Love means that you can't wipe that smile off your face .
Love gives you a reason to face life .
Love is what keeps you moving on .

Love charm

Take from my hand
the glass you've always desired
drink it drop by drop
till you become my martyr
drown in the sea of your lust
come to me for more
my love is air to you
to your lust I am the shore .

love story

Chambers of my imagination
are full of pictures of you and me
of what could have been between us
if you weren't what you turned to be
sweet lies you told me
faked dreams you made me see
all are engraved in my heart
hidden under an oak tree
memories about you
sometimes come back to me
but the heart that loved you is dead
a poisonous potion set me free
I've a new heart now
growing
like a flourishing tree .

love ???

they asked three kids about what they think love is , the first one said "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."the second one said "When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you" and the third one said "Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."I tried to answer that question and while trying I remmberd matilda from the movie leon when she was talking to leon and said she is falling in love with him and leon asked her" How do you know it's love if you've never been in love before? " then she said Cause I feel it,In my stomach. It's all warm. I always had a knot there and now... it's gone.then I thought that these answers aren't enough then right away I thought of the movie love story and its famous quote " love means never having to say you are sorry " . then I thought maybe I should come up with my own answer, not taken from a movie or a song so my answer to that question { what really is love ? } would be

" love is finding a piece of yourself that you didn't even know it was missing ,it's like you were complete but now with love you are perfect "

but I have to admit that the best answer I have ever heard was from Ashton kutcher when he was playing simon green in the movie guess who when he said "she's everything I'm not. You know, she's my other half. Without her I'm not whole. You know the thing about meeting your other half is you're walking around, you think you're happy, you think you're whole, then you realize you ain't shit without her. Then you can't go back to being just a half 'cause you know what it's like to be whole."well , I guess all these answers are true . there can't be wrong or right answers, each one of us can describe how he feels in the way he wants . each one of us has his own definition of love. Don't wait someone to answer that question for you .

The english patient

"She died because of me , because I loved her , because I had the wrong name"

count laszlo de almasy

I know you

This is my second poem :
I feel your pain , even if you don't let me to
I read your mind and what you try to hide from you
I see your eyes and all the words you wanna say
moving on your lips but quickly fading away
you can't hide from me , you and I is a destiny
you are mine and I am yours
this is how it is gonna be , forever of course
why all the insecurity you feel ?
I am on your side , I am right here
I'm not leaving you , I swear
I will always be with you , even if you don't care
take my hands , look into my eyes
I'm telling you the truth , there is no lies
you loves me and you knows
so stop lying to yourself and make the choice