simple wishes

I want to watch 50 first dates while eating  chips and ice cream and drinking cokacola or I could have a movie party , invite some people and order pizza .

I want to spend a whole day out till after midnight .

I want to get a box of chocolate , not any chocolate . I want maltesers , mars , twix , M&M's and cadbury .

 I want to see fire works a lot of them .

I want to get a box of scented candles . and of course I want world peace .

an idealist speaking her mind

everything is tasteless , nothing drives you , all pictures are the same colour , all songs say the same words , you feel empty , you don't know who you are anymore , you wish you can go back in time to meet the old version of you and ask it what happened ? what could have possibly happened to make you no longer able to recognize your own reflection in the mirror ?
 Was life that cruel ? is reality that hard to handle? are you sad because you changed ? do you hate your life for changing you or do you hate people who compelled you to become a different person just to be able to live among them ? since when you know hatred ? you never hated anything before .
you wish you can get back o the old you , you wish and I wish too .

denial painted

Eyes and tears painted red
a letter in a hand
unread
Doubts and pain painted black
Fear too painted blue
a message unread in a wooden box
left there to become dust
a thousand wishes were wished to be true
not everything you want
comes to you .

Between me & the moon

Stars I see , bright in the sky
stares at me with a wonder in the eyes
asking me for a wish to make it come true

The moon warns me , don't listen to the stars
too high it takes you , you are down before you realize
I smile and say too many wishes my heart wishes for
to all this come true , I am not that sure

To be withdrawn to the stars , that's no choice
so hard I tried to resist but they seem to have the force
the moon sigh and say to resist that's only a way
following the stars is an order your heart seems to obey

I do trust my heart, I'll do whatever it says
you are on your own now don't say I didn't lighten up your way
lighten up my way you did, I'm wiser than before
but I still wanna make a wish for something I'm looking for

To be with the stars that is so great , you can't deny that
I warned you that's what I say, you can count on that
kisses in the air for the moon up there
thank you for everything ,to deny it I don't dare.