Someday

Someday I'll reach the stars , I'll sleep on the moon
someday I'll be brave , I'll break the rules

someday I'll shine , I'll get over my fears
someday I don't know when , It may come in few years .

I see

beauty in the beast and no one to see
graves on the green desperate bleeding scenes
loud words from sewed up lips
strong legs taking shakened steps
innocent souls burning in hell
evil eyes running from guilt
mystic smiles on child like faces
wishing utopia to have here bases

I want to be me

A bitterness you feel in the morning

wishing if you can't wake up

there must be a reason for it

it does not go away no matter what

I shouldn't be here but where else to be

I want to be real , I want to be me

A key to hope

Sitting in a room all by her self in a rocking chair ,surrounded by lavender scented candles and sandal essences. disguised as a butterfly in a purple dress and a mystic glow on her face. In her ocean of thoughts she went too deep where The guards on her memory's gate unleashed a beast , the locks were rust and the beast had keys . with an invisible ink she wrote disappear . On the island of mist where time stands still, she chased dreams . collected lotus flowers grown on mud and orchids floating on leaves. Back to the shore of possibilities , she built a ship, over the clouds it sailed till it reached the hills . back in her room , a silver key she found in her hand that opened pandora's box .

The shaw shank redemption

hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies.

a better reality

Imagine how the world would be if I believed in me
Imagine how the world would be if I became what I'm supposed to be
Imagine how the world would be if I found where I belong
Imagine how the world would be if I could see what is beyond
Imagine how the world would be if the 2 words" so what" haunted me .

Glass sculptures

Glass sculptures shattering all around by cold hatchets , turning it into haze.
In a world so cruel, there is no place for them , wether they are broken or turned into tin.
cold steel robots moving in firm clues , passing by the sculptures , exclaiming you are so smooth.
Escapist they are with no escapism to reach, they don't know where they are, feeling so unreal.
screaming easy on me , don't you scratch , please I will be smashed.
Transparent ,getting darker but also becoming smarter, glass is to shine and glow not to be smeared with glue.
Shattered glass is sharp can cause you harm, like crystals they shine but you don't know what is behind.
They live in their world only breathing your air, if you awaken them, it's your responsibility to be fair.
Glossy, glaring,glazing they are but deep down you will never know what they are .

shattered into two

Somewhere between reality and dreams, stuck in the middle.
looking for the ultimate question, seeking the absolute answer,chasing an unknown desire,asking for the impossible request,haunted by a forbidden wish .
Dead in reality, killed by my sin, sent to heaven in my dreams, brought back to life against my will . In a face to face war with enemies I picked , a white flag marked my heart, Is it my end ??I have a life time to decide ...

superman

Can you read my mind? Do you know what it is that you do to me?
I don't know who you are. Just a friend from another star.
Here I am, like a kid out of school. Holding hands with a god. I'm a fool.
Will you look at me? Quivering. Like a little girl, shivering. You can see right through me.
Can you read my mind? Can you picture the things I'm thinking of? Wondering why you are... all the wonderful things you are.
You can fly. You belong in the sky. You and I... could belong to each other.
If you need a friend... I'm the one to fly to. If you need to be loved... here I am. Read my mind.

Adapt , Do you have another choice ?

If you waked up in a different place at a different time , does that make you a different person?

If your whole memory was erased , does that make you a new person ?

Is it true that there is such a thing as starting over ?

They say our identities are formed by our past experiences ,therefore we can't run from our past,it's who we are. past will always hunt us, no matter how far we go or how far we are willing to go and so we finally give up and go through the process of adapting, hoping that one day we will just wake up and find all the memories we fear have disappeared .

death may seems to be the only relief but we hang on out of our curiosity and the hope that tomorrow would be better than our now .

Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;
Alexander pope

Autumn in new york

"In the real world, there're only two kinds of love stories. Boy loses girl and girl loses boy.That's all there is. Somebody always gets left behind."

love ???

they asked three kids about what they think love is , the first one said "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."the second one said "When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you" and the third one said "Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."I tried to answer that question and while trying I remmberd matilda from the movie leon when she was talking to leon and said she is falling in love with him and leon asked her" How do you know it's love if you've never been in love before? " then she said Cause I feel it,In my stomach. It's all warm. I always had a knot there and now... it's gone.then I thought that these answers aren't enough then right away I thought of the movie love story and its famous quote " love means never having to say you are sorry " . then I thought maybe I should come up with my own answer, not taken from a movie or a song so my answer to that question { what really is love ? } would be

" love is finding a piece of yourself that you didn't even know it was missing ,it's like you were complete but now with love you are perfect "

but I have to admit that the best answer I have ever heard was from Ashton kutcher when he was playing simon green in the movie guess who when he said "she's everything I'm not. You know, she's my other half. Without her I'm not whole. You know the thing about meeting your other half is you're walking around, you think you're happy, you think you're whole, then you realize you ain't shit without her. Then you can't go back to being just a half 'cause you know what it's like to be whole."well , I guess all these answers are true . there can't be wrong or right answers, each one of us can describe how he feels in the way he wants . each one of us has his own definition of love. Don't wait someone to answer that question for you .

There is no spoon

under the apple tree , I set there to see
the beauty of the world around me
blue butterflies dancing in the air
swimming in the sun rays , making golden waves
small ballerinas wearing silk dresses
landing on flowers smelling the essence
I close my eyes , I listen to the air
just ask , I shall take you anywhere
I say no , I wanna stay in reality for awhile
It's a fine place for living if you do have the desire
reality isn't too bad , it's full of beautiful things
why the glass is always half empty , that's our curse
there is no spoon , it's all a state of mind
half full , half empty, it's whatever you decide .

The english patient

"She died because of me , because I loved her , because I had the wrong name"

count laszlo de almasy

we need flavours

we are the victims of our fears , our mind monsters , this is the irony that finally kills us. it makes our lives flavorless very diluted with water . by time we are conditioned to believe that flavor is dangerous and pure water is safe , it is safe but dead . in life you need to take risks , make mistakes , get hurt , learn and be happy . we need to feel all the available emotions in life because then is when we would be really alive .

who am I ?

I'm my fiery resentment
I'm my forced silence
I'm my complete lack of surprise
I'm my sense of fantasy
I'm my perception of reality
I'm my vivid dreams
I'm my perfectionism
I'm my feeling of disappointment
I'm my random thoughts
I'm my screams of pain
I'm my lonely quill
I'm my mysterious eyes
I'm my sad look
I'm my need for help
I'm my resistance to authority
I'm my cold blood
I'm my hidden emotions
I'm my captured hatred
I'm my wooden mask
I'm my weak hopes
I'm my lost wishes
I'm my long search
I'm my missing answers
I'm my wrong questions
I'm my only friend

one of the Schizophrenic conversations that I'm always having with myself

I : I hate myself
Myself : No , you don't
I : Yes I do , I am a pathetic loser
Myself : Don't say that, you aren't a loser
I : Everything I do is a fail , why nothing goes right ?
Myself :It happens to everybody
I : No it doesn't , it happens only to me
Myself : No , it's you who focus on the bad things
I : You don't know anything
Myself : You know what , you are totally right , you are a loser and I don't know anything
I : how dare you say such a thing about me ?
Myself : Can we quit that conversation and think of something positive ?
I : I feel so sad , I don't know why , do you think I'm away too sensitive ?
Myself : sensitivity is a good thing
I : It doesn't work where we live
Myself : It's okay to be different
I : I wish I can handle pressure better
Myself : You do that but in a different way
I : That way makes me suffer , it has a bad effect on me
Myself : you are in a serious need to relax
I : You are right
Myself : I'm always right .

The need to be understood

I read a lot of INFP profiles and I always found that we usually are not understood and I felt that it's something not nice and people loves to be understood , I thought of myself am I not understood ? Do I feel like people don't understand me ? what understanding really means ? why people complain about it ? if being understood means that people knows what you think , how you think , what your motives really are, Doesn't that makes you predicted ? Why do you wanna be predicted any way ? then back to the question ''Do I feel like people don't understand me ? '' well , I don't know when was the last time I had a deep conversation with any one, I rarely talk about things that interest me because I'm the only one who is interested in it , the only common thing between me and my friends is that we go to the same college ,so does that make me not understood ? actually YES , I wanna someone who can shares me my thoughts , someone who thinks that books and movies are the greatest inventions in history , someone who loves to listen to jhon lennon and old music , someone who thinks that fight club ( the movie ) supports nihilism , someone who classify people according to the MBTI just for fun , someone I can talk to about george berkeley 's theories and philosophy . I need someone who understands me . and after some serious thinking yes it's annonying if no one understands you and being understood doesn't have to mean that you should be predicted , actually understanding people comes in many levels , it starts with what is common between each other and comes to the ultimate level of being so open to someone you choose and become predicted to him. this is the only description of understanding I reached , I'm not sure if there is any further explanation. if there is ,I really wanna know about it .

theme song of my life

The Weepies - Nobody Knows Me At All

Good bey old me

Apart with my thoughts,I started to think of you
what you means to me and all what we came through
you say you understand all what I have to say
may be you do , it doesn't matter any way
it's the destiny for us to come apart
but it's okay , I'm glad we made it that far
now it's time to go and just make it right
I'll be just fine , I'll get used to the nights
from where I stand, I can see a clear view
of all what we are to be, all what I can do
my eyes are you staring at my mirrors
telling it secrets to make a better image
my sanity I can not doubt, it's all I have to trust
you and me seperated , trust me it's a must
so just turn around, please let go of me
if you just walk away, you won't hinders me
I need to be alone to build my new self
to stand against this world , the world of materialism
this realization that came a little bit too late
I'm glad it's here now at my life's gate
I surf my ocean of emotions to see if I'd miss you
but I went so deep to realize I won't even remember you
as long as I remember you , you will always be my other half
so good bey my best friend I've ever had .

Moleosophy , mole theory

The study of moles is called Moleosophy.
The location of a mole, its size, shape and colour can be interpreted as indicators of your character.
Armpits A mole under the left arm is indicative of great struggle early in life, which is, however, well rewarded. Wealth makes later years equally pleasurable. A mole under the right arm shows that one needs to be alert and cautious in matters of security. Back People like this are unreliable, and with them one must ensure that all facts are available before one enters any sort of negotiation for any enterprise.

Breast A mole on the right breast is indicative of laziness, which may affect family life. You need to be assertive about your needs to be able to enjoy the love and comfort of the children. A mole on the left breast belongs to active and energetic people, who generally get what they want in life.
Cheek A mole on either cheek indicates a serious and studious person who has no interest in material pleasures.
Chin A mole on either side of the chin is indicative of people who are affectionate and caring. These people adapt easily to any situation. They love travelling and respect the law of the land. They are also dedicated and conscientious workers and willingly accept responsibilities.
Ear People who are born with a mole on their ear are generally considered lucky.
Elbow People who have moles on their elbow love to travel. They are adventurous and spirited.
Eye If the mole is located on the outer corner of the eye, this indicates that the person is honest, reliable and forthright.
Eyebrow If a mole is located on the right eyebrow, it signifies that these people will have a highly active life and will be successful in all ventures.
Finger People who have a mole on any finger turn out to be dishonest and tend to grossly exaggerate.
Foot People with a mole on their foot are easy going and laid back. They need to exercise to stay healthy.
Forehead People who have a mole on their forehead will be prosperous and well settled in life.
Hand Those people who have a mole on their hand are talented and make a success of their lives.
Heel People who possess a mole on their heel make enemies easily and are prone to losing friends.
Hip A mole on any part of the hip except the buttocks signifies that these people are contented, resilient and spirited.
Knee If you have a mole on your right knee, it implies that you are a friendly person. A mole on the left knee signifies that these people lead an extravagant lifestyle.
Lips People with a mole on their lips always aspire to get ahead in life.
Neck If the mole is on the front of the neck, it signifies unexpected good fortune. If it is on either side of the neck, it indicates an unreasonable temperament. A mole on the back of the neck indicates a person's desire to lead a simple life.
Nose A mole on the nose belongs to a person who will be a sincere friend and a hard-working individual.
Shoulder A mole on the right shoulder indicates a sensible, industrious individual.
Wrist A mole on the wrist indicates that the person is frugal, ingenious and dependable.

that's so funny ...

INFP photos What a collection : D

http://www.enfpforum.com/ENFPWiki/INFPPhotos.aspx

Writing Process of the INFP

INFPs work best in a quiet environment where they won’t be interrupted. They like autonomy so they can perfect their writing according to their own high standards without having to follow someone else’s schedule.

INFPs prefer writing about personal topics. You may lose your creative drive if the subject matter isn’t meaningful to you. If so, try taking an angle that allows you to write about your feelings on the topic. If you’re an INFP technical writer, look for ways to connect with readers by anticipating and meeting their needs.

INFPs have a keen insight into the nature of things. Their prose often conveys startling images of mood or atmosphere rather than objects. They enjoy complexity and can patiently unravel dense material. They are able to see many sides of an argument and so may have difficulty reaching a conclusion. During the writing process, they may frequently pause to consider alternatives or to seek connections between seemingly disparate things.

Potential Blind Spots of the INFP

INFPs strive for elegance in language. Avoid polishing the work too soon. INFPs tend to write long, meandering first drafts, so you’ll likely need to synthesize and cut material later. Save the search for that perfect metaphor until the revision stage.

INFPs communicate their values and personal vision through their writing. They search for the meaning behind the facts, and so may consider the facts themselves to be of marginal importance. This is not true, however, for most of your readers. Avoid writing in purely abstract terms. During revision, add concrete details. Appeal to the five senses. Include statistics. Incorporate other points of view for balance. Make sure your research backs up your conclusions.

INFPs tend to be sensitive to criticism; nevertheless, consider showing your work to a trusted friend or colleague before you begin the final draft. This feedback may be especially helpful in focusing your work and ensuring that it includes enough facts to sway your audience to your position.

source : http://andreajwenger.com/2009/08/15/the-infp-writing-personality/

MBTI Types Prayers, pretty funny and revealing!

• INFP: God, help me to finish everything I sta
• ENFP: God, help me to keep my mind on one th -Look a bird- ing at a time.
• ENTP: Lord help me follow established procedures today. On second thought, I'll settle for a few minutes
• INTP: Lord help me be less independent, but let me do it my way.
• ESFP: God help me to take things more seriously, especially parties and dancing.
• ISTP: God help me to consider people's feelings, even if most of them ARE hypersensitive.
• ESTP: God help me to take responsibility for my own actions, even though they're usually NOT my fault.
• ISFP: Lord, help me to stand up for my rights .
• ENTJ: Lord, help me slow downandnotrushthroughwhatIdo
• INFJ: Lord help me not be a perfectionist. (did I spell that correctly?)
• ENFJ: God help me to do only what I can and trust you for the rest.
• INTJ: Lord keep me open to others' ideas, WRONG though they may be
• ESTJ: God, help me to not try to RUN everything.
• ESFJ: God give me patience, and I mean right NOW
• ISFJ: Lord, help me to be more laid back and help me to do it EXACTLY right.
• ISTJ: Lord help me to relax about insignificant details beginning tomorrow at 11:41.23 a.m. EST.

INFP and Deppresion

When it comes to Depression, I found that INFP is the most likely of all the types to report suicidal thoughts in college (MBTI Manual, 1998) as well as having the highest level of depression of the 16 types (Shelton, MBTI Applications, 1996). From McMan's Depression and Bipolar Web, he conducted an informal poll and posted the findings here: Taking it Personally. In it he found that more than 80% of the respondents are introverts, when they only account for less than 30% of the general population. Idealists (NF's) are also over-represented, at around 40% (but only comprise 8% of general population).

McMan mentioned a study by David Janowsky MD of the University of North Carolina in 2002, where he found a preponderance of introverts and feelers among a depressed population (74 percent introverts and 84 percent feelers).

So, what have we learnt?
• IN's are a lonely bunch
• NP's are most likely to be diagnosed ADD
• I's, NF's and F's are predominant among the depressed

Hey, who has all of the above? INFP! Of course, this doesn't mean that all INFP's end up being depressed ADDers, or that all those diagnosed with ADD and depression will be of type INFP. Just that there's a strong correlation between the type and the respective "disorders". Some people are biologically depressed due to chemical imbalance. Some type of ADD are caused by brain defects. But studies show that less than 10% of depression is biologically caused. So what causes depression? Stress (among other factors). Feeling the need to "fit in" a world dominated by ESTJ/SJ's, or at least a world where ESTJ type is encouraged (many U.S. presidents are ESTJ's, including George W. Bush). Also, a lot of gifted and creative kids are mis-diagnosed with ADD, simply because they are misunderstood.

I think we need more understanding all around. To understand ourselves better, and to understand each other better. For the "majority" to understand that the "minority" are not just "trying to be different", they are different. And for those who are different to understand that it's OK to be different. If we can try to understand how the various personality types function, the different ways they view the world, the different things that make them tick, we can get along much better and have more meaningful relationships.

http://blog.cybette.com/archives/000089.html

INFP = ADD

This is taken from Born to Explore - What is ADD? Attention Deficit Disorder, or ADD/ADHD, is a psychological term applied to anyone who meets the DSM IV diagnostic criteria for impulsivity, hyperactivity and/or inattention. The diagnostic criteria are subjective and include behavior which might be caused by a wide variety of factors, ranging from brain defects to allergies to giftedness. ADD is really more of a description rather than a specific disease. However, there is a tendancy for people to over-simplify ADD and view it as a singular defect or disease. Not true!

There are two major types of ADD at this time (this aspect of ADD keeps evolving): ADD with hyperactivity (the traditional type of ADD, also known as ADHD) and ADD without hyperactivity ("inattentive" type).

One common misconception about ADD is that many people assume ADDers cannot pay attention. This is completely false. In fact, ADDers are known to "hyperfocus" on anything which captures their attention, to the point where it is difficult to get their attention. It is true, however, that a higher degree of interest is necessary before the ADDer can pay attention.

The MBTI types that are most likely to be diagnosed ADD are: INFP, ENFP, ENTP, and INTP. You might notice that they are all of the type xNxP. From ADD and Personality Type, Rachael Hawkins wrote that there is increasing evidence to suggest that NP personality types are overrepresented in the ADD/ADHD population. Most of life is SJ; great if you are SJ, OK if you are SP or NJ, really crap if you are NP. Some characteristics of NP's may include: procrastination, divergent thinking, many interests, scatter-brained, get bored easily with something that doesn't interest them, extremely focused with something that does interest them, daydream a lot... etc. (hmm, seem to describe me perfectly). Often, these are also the descriptions of ADD behaviour.

http://blog.cybette.com/archives/000089.html

fact about life

drifting towards a conclusion of how things should be
roses must age and make a truce with bees
the sun comes and goes leaving us behind
giving the moon a chance to tell us when it would shine
it takes time to rise again to erase wonder of our minds
teaching us a fact known since the begining of time
nothing stays the same, everything should change
we live in a world of variables where the only constant is the change

My if world

Escaping to the if world , where everything is possible
Changing my reality and live the impossible
Waving my magic stick so every wish come true
Sprinkling the fairy dust , believing this magic will do
Smelling vanilla scent , I reach imagination land
Here with my illusion beyond what you understand
In if world where puppets come to life
Where nymphs on rivers waiting to take a dive
Through this new frame of vision where everything is bright
I see smiles all around shinning in the light
Through this rose coloured glass lens where everything shines and glows
I see boys and girls waiting thier turns in the long adventure rows
In this blue horizon where all the ground is green
That's only seperated by the quiet water streams
I wave my magic stick and sprinkle the fairy dust
To spread the white hope, ,that in here is a must
I wipe away all tears from the crying faces
Healing all the broken promises that were once taken
In the if world , wearing your skin alone makes you complete
Everything in here you own , there is nothing else you need
Where all the boys are kings and all the girls are queens
Wearing purple gowns , daring the time stream
If you ever needed me just call out my name
In imagination land you will find me on a task of building a way
That will connect the fantasy world to reality where you live
Reality that can be changed with the power of the word if

so far this is my favourite poem I've ever written

It was a dream

I went to bed at night
with one thought in mind
am I going to die tonight
I raise my hands and pray please god let me live another day
there is still a lot of parts I wanna play
sleep captures me and say in my world you are away
in this shroud you shall stay
bright light I see that nearly blinded me
I try to rub my eyes but my hands I can't see
my hands are behind my back, chained by a rough rope
I'm down on my knees now trying to feel the road
I hear heavy steps coming along the way
with eyes making holes in the back of my neck and not going away
I turn and see nothing but a crow flying over my head
maybe all this will go away,I don't have a hint
I close my eyes and open them to find myself stuck
in the same time same place , this is my bad luck
what you see is true , a tall man speaks
dressed in black gown with only hands it reveals
wearing velvet gloves trying to reach my face
follow me I shall get you out of this place
I follow him and find myself enfolded by the night
walking on dead corpses and the ground I can't find
at a silver gate we stopped to enter a new place
my statue stands in the midst , I'm inside a maze
drowned by my tears, shattered visions appear
the heavy steps are back surrounding me with fear
I'm your wasted time look at me to see
how incomplete you made me , forgiveness you can't seek
is you all I have left ?
sorrowfully no , I'm here to give you a gift
today is a present enjoy it while you can
to lose it too you can't withstand
I promise I'll make the most of it all
there will be no wasted time at all
I wake up to find myself in bed
thinking about the gift I'm about to get
thank god for this new day
don't waste it and say it's just another day

Pandora's Box

At one time the only mortals on the earth were men. Prometheus had made them, Athene had breathed life into them. The chief god Zeus did not like them.

One day Prometheus was trying to solve a quarrel that was raging between the gods and the men. At a festival the men were going to sacrifice a bull for the first time. They asked him which parts of the bull should be offered to the gods and which should be eaten by men. Prometheus decided to play a trick on Zeus. He killed the bull, skinned it and butchered it. He split it into two portions, in one he put the best, lean meat. In the second he put bones followed by a thick layer of fat. Prometheus offered both to Zeus to take his choice. Zeus looked at both portions, one looked good but was rather on the small side, the other was much larger and covered in a layer of fat which Zeus felt must cover the best, tastiest portion of meat. He chose that one. When Zeus realised that he had been tricked he was furious. He took fire away from man so that they could never cook their meat or feel warm again.

Prometheus reacted immediately flying to the Isle of Lemnos where he knew the smith Hephaestus had fire. He carried a burning torch back to man. Zeus was enraged. He swore vengeance and started making an evil plan.

Zeus, set Hephaestos the task of creating a clay woman with a human voice. Hephaestos worked and worked and created a masterpiece. Athene, goddess of wisdom and Zeus' daughter liked the clay figure and she breathed life into it. She taught the woman how to weave and clothed her. Aphrodite the goddess of love made her beautiful. The god Hermes taught her to charm and deceive.

Zeus was pleased with what he saw, but he had made her as a trap. He named the woman Pandora and sent her as a gift to Epimetheus. Epimetheus had been warned by his brother Prometheus that he should never accept gifts from Zeus because there would always be a catch. Epimetheus ignored his brother's warning, fell in love with Pandora and married her. Zeus, pleased that his trap was working gave Pandora a wedding gift of a beautiful box. There was one condition however...that was that she never opened the box.

For a while they were very happy. Pandora often wondered what was in the box but she was never left alone so she never opened it. Gradually over a while she began to wonder more and more what was in the box. She could not understand why someone would send her a box if she could not see what was in it. It got very important to find out what was hidden there.

Finally she could stand it no longer. One day when everyone was out she crept up to the box, took the huge key, fitted it carefully into the lock and turned it. She lifted the lid to peep in but before she realised it the room was filled with terrible things: disease, despair, malice, greed, old age, death, hatred, violence, cruelty and war. She slammed the lid down and turned the key again...keeping only the spirit of hope inside.

To this day sometimes when things are really bad the only thing we have left is hope. Even then some people will say hope deceives us.\
source :http://atschool.eduweb.co.uk/carolrb/greek/pandora.html

10 Ways to Raise Your Energy and Help Change the World

By Iain Legg / Creator of The Super Mind Evolution System

1. DON’T give away your power to people. Take responsibility for your life. If things aren’t going as hoped in your life, re-examine your deepest beliefs. Swap limiting beliefs for empowering ones.

2. DO get a pet! According to Power vs Force, a purring cat vibrates at 500 …my pet dog Cass must vibrate at least 800 with her loving licks and devotion! (She is nicknamed ‘Licky’ by my friends!)

3. DON’T watch movies that drag you down. According to Power vs Force, this is most films. Watch movies that will make you feel good. Listen to music that fills you with positive emotions. Read books that empower you. (Control the input to your brain, and you’ll control your output).

4. DO focus on what you want in your life, not what you don’t want – remember the law of attraction… You have the power to create the life of your dreams – even if the world around you seems messed up, don’t lose focus…

5. DO imagine that what you dream of is in your life now, and feel grateful for it now …and after that think of 10 more things to be grateful for.

6. DO have fun. Life is about being happy. Don’t wait until you have this, or that… Don’t put off happiness. Live now. Enjoy now.

7. DO seek to discover the truth about the meaning of your life. The answers are there if you look for them. Awareness and peace of mind are high vibrations.

8. DO use tools and strategies to help you achieve higher levels of consciousness, such as meditation and the free Alpha audio you can access at the end of this article

9. DON’T watch the news on television. It is filled with negativity which lowers your vibrations. (Why is 95% of all news all the time focused on bad news…). If you want to keep abreast of current affairs search the internet for independent, unbiased news. Seek the truth. Trust your intuition. This will also help you give you a much more balanced view of reality. There’s lots of good news out there if you’re looking for it…

10. DO help other people. Join activist sites like www.Avaaz.org that collect petitions to help humanity. Forgiveness, compassion and understanding are good vibrations. Maybe even learn to spread love and heal people from a distance with the power of your mind…

that is really amazing , I love it .

30 things to do while you are bored

1. Try to develop psychic powers, then use 'em.
2. Sing Show Tunes.
3. Conceive a brand new language.
4. Walls made of brick. Count 'em.
5. Think of nicknames for everyone you know.
6. See how long you can hold your breath.
7. Think of five new ways to use your shoes.
8. Practice phrasing your answers in the form of a question.
9. Crawl around the room humming the music from Mission Impossible.
8. Pretend to communicate with your home planet.
9. Play rock-paper-scissors with yourself. Accuse your left hand of cheating.
10. Try bird-watching.
11. Run to the window, then say, "Sorry, I thought I saw the Bat-signal".
12. Start laughing really hard and say, "Oh, now I get it.".
13. Act like a spy / secret agent for the day
14. Act like you just met your friend for the first time.
15. Ask people if they’ve seen your head.
16. Make up crazy facts about things and tell them to other people like you are very smart.
17. Make your feet talk to each other.
18. Out of nowhere, or when it is quiet, say loud "When I say heeee-aay, you say hoooo, Heeee-aay" and see how many people say "ho".
19. try washing a tree .
20. water your shoes , see if they grows .
21. find a bug and chase it .
22. Start a conversation with yourself.
23. Blow bubbles with bubble gum.
24. Eat 6 spoon fulls of sugar, a soda, and another think that makes you hyper and then you won't be bored anymore, you will end up finding something to do...
25. Play Dead.
26. Think really hard about a friend or someone close to you and see if they pick up your vibe and give you a call.
27. Turn on the T.V., put it on mute and make up dialogue .
28. build a time capsule .
29. have a carpet picnic .
30. sudoku puzzle .

9 Things I Hate About Everyone :

1. People who point at their wrist asking for the time... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours?
2. People who are willing to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually.
3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn Right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?
4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?
5. When people say while watching a film, "did ya see that?" No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor!
6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"... Didn't give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?
7. When something is 'new and improved'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.
8. When people say "life is short". What the hell??? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!!! What can you do that longer?
9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?" If the bus came, would I be standing here???

Lost , not anymore

Number 5 :

I'm scared , I'm lost , I'm confused
trying to figure out what I'm supposed to do
walking among the crowds , my head goes right to left
looking for that person who hasn't gone or left
I need him so much to tell me who I am
to point to the way or just give me a hand
a compass I can use , it's inside my heart
I shall listen to its beats and see the north in my eyes
now I feel a breeze making my cheeks cold
continues to reach my ears and makes my hair floats
Is it knowledge I can taste , so sweet so warm ?
or is it me dreaming and nothing has happened at all ?
I Pinch myself and tell it it's true like you
no more doubts , you know what to do
follow your heart , trust your instinct
this is who you are , don't have a think .

Between me & the moon

Stars I see , bright in the sky
stares at me with a wonder in the eyes
asking me for a wish to make it come true

The moon warns me , don't listen to the stars
too high it takes you , you are down before you realize
I smile and say too many wishes my heart wishes for
to all this come true , I am not that sure

To be withdrawn to the stars , that's no choice
so hard I tried to resist but they seem to have the force
the moon sigh and say to resist that's only a way
following the stars is an order your heart seems to obey

I do trust my heart, I'll do whatever it says
you are on your own now don't say I didn't lighten up your way
lighten up my way you did, I'm wiser than before
but I still wanna make a wish for something I'm looking for

To be with the stars that is so great , you can't deny that
I warned you that's what I say, you can count on that
kisses in the air for the moon up there
thank you for everything ,to deny it I don't dare.

Waiting for that knight

My third poem :

waiting in the dark
trying to find that knight
who promised not to be far
but he couldn't keep in mind
that I was looking for him
waiting him for relief
but he didn't show up and left me here for grief
was I just dreaming when I heard him say so ?
or it was him ? who couldn't keep his promise at all
now it's time for me to stand up for myself
as no one is coming and I won't scream for help
I can do it all on my own , it's only me to count on
me is happy with myself
for finally finding the power within itself
my own knight has finally showed up
I won't wait anymore , he is now on my side .

DéJà VU

what a great movie , I loved it , I enjoyed it a lot . the idea of time travel was really great , the movie pushes you to think and try to understand what is going on , it's like it forces you to focus and pay complete attention to put the pieces of the picture together and use your mind trying to guess what would happen next, if they could change the past or not . the last part of the movie reminds me with harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban movie when harry moves back in time and actually change the past . in the end of the movie , you will understand how the movie got its name when denzel meets paula and he doesn't recognize her when she knows him and he feels while talking to her that he is having a DEJA VU . I searched the internet on time travel and understood some parts related to it like if you want to go to the past you have to travel faster than the speed of light or you can use black holes , another thing I found was the theory of parallel universes, or alternative histories , I guess this is what the movie is based on , I'm not sure . anyway to understand this theory Let's say that you do travel back to meet your grandfather when he was a boy. In the theory of parallel universes, you may have traveled to another universe, one that is similar to ours, but has a different succession of events. For instance, if you were to travel back in time and kill one of your ancestors, you've only killed that person in one universe, which is no longer the universe that you exist in. And if you then try to travel back to your own time, you may end up in another parallel universe and never be able to get back to the universe you started in.
The idea here is that every action causes the creation of a new universe, and that there are an infinite number of universes that exist. When you killed your ancestor, you created a new universe, a universe that was identical to your own up until the time you changed the original succession of events. or maybe like Erika alexanderin the movie said , time is like a straight line in space along which events happen and if you changed one of these events by some how on a certain point , starting from that point the time line will give another branch with new successive events different from the original ones based on the change you have made . the whole thing is confusing and for me ,I don't believe we can change the past , what happened , happened you can't do any thing about it .

I know you

This is my second poem :
I feel your pain , even if you don't let me to
I read your mind and what you try to hide from you
I see your eyes and all the words you wanna say
moving on your lips but quickly fading away
you can't hide from me , you and I is a destiny
you are mine and I am yours
this is how it is gonna be , forever of course
why all the insecurity you feel ?
I am on your side , I am right here
I'm not leaving you , I swear
I will always be with you , even if you don't care
take my hands , look into my eyes
I'm telling you the truth , there is no lies
you loves me and you knows
so stop lying to yourself and make the choice

INFP pictures

some INFP pictures I collected http://s807.photobucket.com/albums/yy358/manar_03/?albumview=slideshow

Today's tomorrow's memory

Have you ever thought of that before, that some day you will be remembered no more ? just like you forgot about other people before

It isn't a nice thing to think about it . what if you forgot important memories you want to keep ? well you know what to do , enjoy every memory as much as you can because you may forget it later and that would be the way to keep it . HAVE A NICE DAY

My first poem , Walking through the night :

walking through the night
trying to reach the light
while I walk my path
there are thousand things to pass
I walk the path alone
away from my comfort zone
my fears around surrounding me
trying to reach my identity
run , hide , escape if you can
i am just right here where you stand
my soul screams leave me alone
I am away too far from my comfort zone
away from you , i shall never go
within you the power that makes me go through
I walk & walk with a whisper in my ears
the wind tells me to ignore my fears
demons and angels I see in the sky
good versus evil , a story of life time
walking on a road upon its sides
closed doors and no one in sight
broken bones screaming in pain
asking for relief but in vain
I scream and say , what can I do ?
a graveyard they say shall do
a graveyard I built for all the broken bones
now they are relieved and so is my thoughts
to continue the road , it won't be hard
the distant rays of light shall be my guide
the rays of light clearly I can see
calling me to come for that ecstasy
now the road has come to an end
the end of my journey , the end I deserve

personality profiles according to eye colours

1. BLUE EYES - Blue eyes are the most attractive and the most popular eye color. eyes are a recessive gene so natural baby blues are becoming rare. Since blue eyes are lighter than other eye colors, they attract more attention. People with blue eyes are pretty, adorable and sensitive. Blue eyes do all they can to make other people happy. People with blue eyes are kind, polite and happy company. People with blue eyes can remain calm under the most stressful circumstances.

- Light Blue Eyes: Peaceful with low physical endurance.

- Deep Blue Eyes: spiritual, intense computer loverz.

2. HAZEL EYES: Hazel eyes are a mixture of brown and green. These people go with the flow and can adapt to any situation. Hazel eyes say that you are spontaneous, fun loving, and sociable. If there is more brown your hazel eyes are, the more accessible you seem to others. The greener they are, the more mischievous you will seem. Haze eyes are a real treat because they tend to change color depending on your mood. People look at hazel eyes and think of unpredictability and amusing.

3. GREEN EYES: Green eyes are very rare and instantly hypnotize anyone who gazes into them. People with green eyes project freedom and mystery. Green eyes are definitely the sexiest of all eye colors. People with gray eyes are strong in nature and leaders. They are able to see both sides of an argument and settle disputes. Directness is their strong suit. Affectionate with people they are close, but keep their distance with new acquaintences until they have proven themselves trustworthy.

4. BROWN/BLACK EYES: People with brown and/or black eyes are thought of aseye color trustworthy and responsible. People seem to seek advice from people with brown eyes. People with brown eyes love to please. They are great lovers and they know how to make their partners feel special. Brown eyed people are practical, sensible and cautious too in nature.

5. Grey Eyes: People with gray eyes are strong in nature and leaders.They put the most passion into their relationships. People with gray eyes are creative and imaginative. They take romance very seriously and long for permanent love.
source http://www.egodevelopment.com/choose-your-eye-color-personality/

the list

you know that feeling when you are so deppresed , you have very low self esteem , no self confidence ? you start to wonder about your part in life and what you should be doing , you start to think about the successful people you know and how miserable your life is . to get out of this mode you need to remind your self how great you are , how many things you have that makes you special so just grab a piece of paper and a pen and start to write the things you think you are good at , the things you love about your self , things people told you they like it about you . make a list of all these things , wether it was your nice hair or your smile or how funny you are , your ability to do something , any thing that gives you a closer positive look to your self . when ever you feel sad or going through a low self esteem phase , just look at the list you made , I 'm sure it will makes you feel better .

what IF ?

captured by the most terrible two words ,What If ?

that was a line from the movie the time machine . it got stuck in my head since I first heard it , I thought about that question a lot and what could be the possible answers , it's countless , the possibilities concerning a certain issue , it is what makes us move on , go forward , give us motivation . on the other side , it's the source of our fears , it prevent us from making actions or take important decisions , it hold us back . wether it moves you on or holds you back , it's up to you , it's your decision you can take risks and go for what you believe will make things a lot better or you can do nothing and stay on the safe side and thats depend on the situation you are handling , you weigh the good possibilities and the worst scenario that could happen and according to this you decide . the bottom of line you always should look at the bigger picture , enlarge the zone of your thinking , this is how you solve your problems easily and avoid further troubles .

you know you are an InFP when :

this is from my own experience as an INFP so I 'll just start

1. you look for your glasses while you are wearing them.
2. you watch a movie and keep thinking about it for days.
3. nothing is fun unless it's your idea.
4. you stare at space for along time until someone bring you back to reality.
5. you make plans just to feel joy from not following them.
6. you hate to finish anything you started.
7. you refuse to learn driving because you know you won't focus or remmember where you barked.
8. you give names to everything around you even your toes."I named mine primo"
9. if anyone criticized you it's like the end of the world
10. if anything went wrong , you think it's all your fault and you try to fix it.
11. you are too sensitive , you feel everything intensely .
12. people tell you , you are messy and you answer , it's my organized chaos .
13. you see someone on the subway for the first time and you start to guess thier work or from where they were coming, you even try to see how the two of you might be connected.

actually this is all what I can think about it right now, maybe that's enough...

paper world

what is the paper world ? is it the world we live in? or it's the perfect world .

I remmeber when I first heard that term it was in a perfect world the movie by clent eastwood actually what he said was

in a perfect world

but I heard it  paper world instead , I only saw that movie twice .

it was the first time when I thought that the paper world is the perfect world but in the second time , I figured out that it isn't so .

 

The term paper world can be applied on our world because every thing in here depend on papers ,I mean your birth , your death , your education , your job , your money ,nearly everything . actually I have seen a movie named a world made of paper, it's about the adult's world perceived by an eight years old girl who built her own imaginary world to stay away from reality .

we can say that the paper world is your world you create to be away from others like an escape.we can adjust terms as we want it and use it to give the meaning we want...