Embarrassed

Let's just say that today was one of those days when I really really really wanted to shoot myself with a Mac10 , burn my body and blow the ashes in the air .

me vs me

I know who me is , I just don't know how to be her. everytime I find a mould to shape myself in it , the mould cracks and I leak out from it.
It's like I'm having too many sides and each one is struggling for survival and all this is killing me one stap a time and I'm bleeding to death